love hate r/s

the weather today just SUCKS!! i was diligently doing my work in the early hours and suddenly, i saw lightning from my mirror. but it did not rain a single drop of water at all the whole night. the next moment when i was awake, the sun was sorching hot as if it was going to burn everything on earth. a few hours later, it started raining and now it is back to sunny day. furthermore it was raining ice in canada last night. what is wrong with the weather?

the weather has described my feelings now, having a love hate relationship with myself. one moment i am determined to do something but when it comes to facing it, i become restless and refuse to take a second look at it. why cant i come clean with myself sometimes?

4 april is a BIG day for liting!!! =) hey girl, sorry that we cant celebrate ur bday with you now. we promise you the best celebration in may okay? thanks for enduring my foul temper for the past few years. this day is dedicated to you! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! =)